I am the Webweaver
the spider
I create my own destiny
But only
Always only
Because You flow through me
Sincere humility the only thing to birth true power
Do you feel it rise up in you
like I do in me
Oh my god
the high
so heady
But there now, soft
Bring it back down
stop the threading of soul for a breath
Lest we lose our connection to what gives us our breath
Oh then, it’s amped up again
let’s connect
you and me
Webweaver and demon seed
Ravish me
Ravish me
ravish me
And it will be holy
See that box there?
Don’t try and put me in it
Beautiful contradictions don’t fit in boxes
Labels —
So feeble minds can try and make sense of the nonsensical,
The Impossibly Complex,
Like You
Or Me
Stop trying to Know
What Clings to your clothes?
When you walk down the street, do you know what They say about you?
Stop listening
They do not matter
I’ll tell you a secret
You do not have to accept the projections
Look up at them with Clear eyes and smile
Perhaps turn your head side to side and wonder aloud,
“Who are you talking about? Because that, dear one,
Is not me.”
Let them see who they really speak of!
Hold the mirror up!
Who wrote on you with permanent marker?
Lies —
Permanent marker comes out if you keep at it
I breathe in air free of past illusions
I wear nothing but Change
I speak in tongues and ride the wind
I kiss my sweet animal body
Humility and Empowerment keep me sharpie-free
Join me
Rinse off what has trapped your gorgeous soul
And Fly
I fall now
In Wretched Grace
I land upon your lap
I took not my old Naivety
Nor wide-eyed Innocence
Nor Cloying Positivity
Nor hope of Recompense
I did not bring Salvation here
Nor dare to make Requests
I wore only reverent fear
For you command Respect
You have bested me, My Black Sophia
Fool I was, in retrospect
From this day on
I honor You
No, I will not forget
There is No Place that is Like You
No words to capture Your Kind of Truth
No Art
No Muse
No Thing
Like You
And I will not
Forget
I am an Artist
I am a Poet
I am a Powerful Force
I have loved you
Since forever
I have abandoned you
Never
I live within you
Goddess and God
Masculine and Feminine
Merged into One Beautiful Whole
But do you see it? Do you know?
Nothing can harm you when you are connected to Me
From deepest pain to highest bliss
To the Calm in between
I am the Creative Divine
Let yourself live and you will find
That I, too, am Alive
You – yes YOU – came to be
Out of the Great Universal Me
Who begs Expression through the uniqueness of you
Letting My Hands move as yours do
Never underestimate the power of The Nameless
I have given it a name, in so many forms
When you wonder what my name is, Child…
It’s yours.
Oh! It strikes me silent.
No. I cannot speak.
Wonder – almost-violent.
Awe – an Awe-some thing.
Instills a kind of Lifted Pause:
I breathe but I am not breathing.
Defying Reason’s silly laws,
Leaving Logic seething.
And so I am like Alice
In this Wonder land –
Been drinking from the chalice
Held in Goddess hands.
And Oh! It strikes me silent.
And no, I cannot speak.
Awake, at last, from slumber
Gone – unconscious sleep.
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