How can it be that You’ve annihilated me?
I sat with you
I loved you
I gave you Everything in me
Yet I was met by the Devil
(who you do not believe in)
But I do
Because He came through you
To cut me
To rip my open heart out of my chest
And devour it
Shocked-frozen, I watched Him chew it slowly
Grinding, piercing, masticating
while i became colder and colder
I feel my own demons rise up
Clawing for a piece of my already-swallowed heart
Darkening my Light
That somehow, Something Bitter thinks,
Keeps Fucking Living in me
Soulless creatures hiss in my ears
Don’t let anyone else in.
Let us kill any human thing you have.
Let us help you, friend.
Trust only us.
You always have been.
You always will be.
But I know mySelf well enough now!
My warm feelings will Rise Again
And sweep away all these Shadowed men
I will steal back my digested heart from the Devil’s belly
And I will make it work again.