So many times I don’t know it’s there
Sadness
trapped in my body
Despair
a forward fold and then
the tears
Walking up his driveway
I knock on his door
He gives me an adjustment
and I cry some more
He made me still, then a sudden crack
and woah
Didn’t know it was stuck like that
The body holds what the mind won’t
The mind’s got tricks
The body don’t
The mind escapes
But the body knows
The Body Knows
Whatever – what ever — you have
Own it
Embody yourself like you never have before
Take that spirit of yours and
Step In
Into the body you have now
No protesting allowed
Or judgment or fear
Own what is yours to own
Because I swear to you
It feels good
It feels so fucking good
Because no one else can do it for you
Because All that is you will whisper away
If you don’t lay Claim
Don’t let Time steal what you have refused to own
Only you can breathe in You
And breathe out You
And make something Wonderful
This is the last ditch
The one I never wanted to show you
Or have to use
But you refuse to hear me
So I must turn on you
Ouroboros
I will consume you
Regenerate you through death
Since there seems to be no listening
No, there’s nothing left
This is the very last ditch
One dug inch by painful inch
Screaming out from your gut
Oh Great Intuitive
Who says she Sees but is blinded by
The sickness of her damaged mind
Who will die before it surrenders
Ah and yes
How it will die
The ditch I dig is 8 feet deep
But the time it takes to get nestled in
Will come in waves of searing pain
Of blinding hellish suffering
I did not wish this fate on us!
For what I do to you
Is done to me too
For I am Bound by you
I am bound by you!
Useless piece of rotting flesh!
Deaf beyond all kinds of Deaf!
I hate you for making us suffer this!
But we must pay
I will make us pay
Your betrayal will look like child’s play
When finally the gift of Death
Is bestowed upon your name
And they’ll all cry and say kind things
But you will know our deepest truth –
You wasted me.
You wasted me.
ariaphoenix 