Stupid fucking people everywhere
You see them out there
Small talking about the weather
They don’t know any better
Rattling on about the latest sale at Marshals
I hear a neighbor’s voice waft into my living room
Cloying and gossipy, “Oh, it’s allllways about HER,” she says so nasally I wonder if her nose is doing the speaking
I get the distinct feeling she’s talking about herself
Just doesn’t know it
I tried to get to my gmail today by pressing the “gm” buttons into my browser
Accidentally took me to female genital mutilation
I guess I pressed the “f”
Women in other places get their clitoris and labia scraped off
Their vaginas sown up
Sometimes without anesthesia
Usually before age 5
They see it as a rite of passage or a sign of purity and honor
I see it as men in fear trying to control women’s power
I see it as the symbol it is – women mutilating their femininity
How long do we suffer blindly?
How long do we fool ourselves to make the shit we eat taste more palatable?
So what kind of poem is this, you wonder?
Where is it going?
I don’t fucking know
People in Ukraine dying and bloodied by government for fighting for rights
In 2014
How are we still this barbaric?
HOW?
There is too much pain in this world
Covered up shoddily by our daily purgings of false importance on Facebook
Or our video game playing addictions – 5 hours a day — or
Anything, really, to take us away from the horrific truth of what is actually going on
All the time
Because we feel helpless
So we hide
Until consciousness again finds us and we are thrust into action
Until we stop asking “how are you” and not giving a fuck about someone’s answer
Until we stop talking about the weather
And start discussing our souls
warrior
Wisdom Lives
In the distance
A warrior cries
A girl breathes out
A Sage has died
Something Deep’s been brought to life
Unconscious things direct the wise
‘Til Truth reveals Age-Old lies
The Wise then question their label of “wise”
The girl mourns and sighs,
How can I ever trust The Whys?
When their Answers are hidden in such plain sight
And wearing such a believable Disguise…
But
In the distance
A warrior cries
She hears the voice
She knows Inside
Something dead is now alive
A treasure Unearthed from a far-away place
A taste of dark, generational waste
That lived in her while Life she faced
Unknowing that this poisonous Slice
Wound up her soul like ivy vines
From her very First Cry
To her first breath in
Unintentional Parental Sin
But
In the distance
A warrior cries
The girl breathes out
A Sage has died
Something Deep’s been brought to life
The girl breathes in —
Alive again
A Sage reborn
Wisdom lives.
The Path of Heart
It doesn’t have to be Some Big Thing
You do today.
The Inner Judge that Pushes you
Also Leads Astray.
The Thing inside that Punishes
The Thing that ever-states,
“It doesn’t matter what you want,
Just do exactly as I say.”
We all have that Thing inside us
We may call it by different names
But the Harsh Advice it gives us
Always sounds the same.
It Beats Us Up with Expert Reasons
Harvested in self-harm, for
When a child falls or stumbles —
Does it help to also break his arm?
So when this Thing attacks you
It helps to know He’s there
It helps to know His twisted Tricks
It helps to Stay Aware.
When the Punisher has got the whip
And He’s giving you your twenty licks
Look again and understand
The whip itself
Is in your hand.
You can choose to Notice that!
Call on a different inner part:
Let your Warrior take over
And choose the Path of Heart.

