I am learning beyond learning
Is there such a thing?
Who knew the rabbit hole
Went as Deep as This?
And somewhere in my soul
The Shallow of this depth
I’ve come so incredibly far
Gone further than the Great Abyss
Passed through Hell and back again
But still I know
There’s so much more than even This
A realization that borders on both
Agony and Bliss
How can it be
That going down
Can lead back to such a tenderness
Such awesome ness
And yet right there on the razor’s edge
Standing at the ice-pick ledge
Darkness and Insanity
Staring, bearing into me
But I have learned beyond the learning
I look right in the Black
For what have I to fear, my dears
When I’ve been to hell and back
When I’ve even travelled past!
It cannot shake me now my dears
I’m Mastering my Black
I sit right down at razor’s edge…
And have a little snack.