I have reached the water’s edge –
Once merely a mirage in the distance.
Sunlight bouncing like glitter off sparkling watery ripples –
Closer to a glorious-white than a golden-yellow,
Though that hue shows up, too,
Mixing with the Shining Light
And the many-colored blues.
I have reached the water’s edge,
Passed the ragged, sharp stones and pieces of glass
And broken shells that slice open flesh
Passed the jagged, wooden sticks –
Poking out from hidden spaces,
Just waiting for my Blundering Step.
But here I stand at this cool, refreshing place –
Made where the softest, finest, silk-like sand meets
Gentle waves that lap up over scarred, tired feet.
I have reached the water’s edge.
I am bathed in Nature’s kiss:
That soul-reaching Warmth
Only Sun can give.
I know you know the feeling!
I feel it wash over my begging, eager skin,
Through each atom –
My whole Being
Cleansed.
Not knowing if I would ever make it Here,
If Here even existed…
Still I kept trudging through each sharp, angry feeling;
Feet dragging as I resisted.
Oh, how I cut and tore and scarred my skin,
Fueled on hope and faith and trust in
All those who tread this road before me.
And Here I stand
At the water’s edge –
Once merely a mirage in the distance.
They did not let me down, you see
I stand at the lake called
“Forgiveness.”